Jana and Irina: November

Hello! My name is Irina and came from Tallinn, Estonia. This is my third time in Palermo and in Uniamoci Onlus organization.  I have been here before during the small projects held by the  Erasmus plus and this time I will stay here for a whole November to support Jana and other users of organization. I’m really happy to be here and to see how the things change and how many work is done since my last visit. The place, where is the organization, is changed a lot: here are  new paintings and small interior details. The interior of the place looks really  beautiful, cosy and colorful, especially the floor. But the best thing is that the people are still the same – friendly, beautiful, always ready to help and with open hearts and minds. You know that no matter what, you can always rely on them and have support in any kind of situations. This is truly precious! 

Hello again, I’m happy to say, that my friend Irina came to organization, and Katerina very sad but she went home, but its good, she really missed her family, so one month is enough to her.

For me is a start for a new month. I’m happy, interested, tired and ready.

Every day is the same with my ocd toys, yesterday I went to sleep at 19:30 and waked up at 7, it was good resting day. I still hear a voice that called me – Jana, jana, jana… I asked did in Italian have word jana, but not. It was very scary, that I saw a Salvador in a bus, he was with black skin, angry and smiled, it was very scary for me. Also I’m not sure that the people who  around me, are real, I see them, but for example we went to café to eat gelato, and there was people from organization and I saw them but i'm not sure are they real, I talked but at the same time I was alone, , it seems like i'm alone and in danger. They are  flying mosquitoes and in my plate there  was a insects the same insects like in a dead body. (i'm sorry for that scary thing I am talking about, I try to be open) I talk with my psychologist by email, she always said to rest, as more as I can. But you know, I really happy to come every day to organization, because users accept me, and Julia told me that i'm very kind. (maybe I am). Every day we, me and Katerina, asked about the users feelings and day, so they answer very opened, maybe you can continue with that. Also I eat good, sometimes we eat away but for other days, when I finish at one we  going home and do food - pasta, salad, eggs.. we  go to Lidl, its  most cheapest shop, but my bag always alarm, I have no idea why, it is uncomfortable.